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[21 Feb 2006|04:53pm]
where's my period?!


Oh gods, I cant be having a child. I'm a complete freak, I cant...

This is all Remus's fault. Twat.

[27 Jan 2006|03:21am]
keep throwing up. feel like shit.

excellent. day off work!

[09 Jan 2006|11:18pm]
I can't believe it... he's back.

I skived work today, just so I could spend the whole day with him, its been amazing. He treated me like a princess and I just... gah, I love him so much. I hope he stays this time, but I know Im stupid for wishing it, but one day I hope he'll stop being such an idiot and just stay with me!

It always happens like this. He comes back, stays with me for a month, two at the most, then I wake up, and he's gone. Sometimes he leaves a note, sometimes he doesnt. I dont know if I can do this anymore, but I cant refuse him. I love him so much.

[08 Jan 2006|09:30pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Its been so long since Ive updated this little blog of mine!

Well, where to start?

Work is still being a total pain, but I love my job. Ive always loved my job, its action packed and full of adventure. Nothing interesting recently though, just paperwork.

On a 'family' note, my Aunt Narcissa recently got Aunt Bella out of St Mungo's. I havn't seen her in years, and seeing her again, she was very thin and very... well, weird. You have to understand journal, Bella is completly barking mad. She had sex with You-Know-Who for crying out loud. I can't hate her, although she murdered Sirius, and countless others. Remus (oh christ Remus...) will never accept her, but part of these new times is to accept everyone. As long as we keep a close eye on her, Im sure we can stop her from hurting others or herself. I try to visit her at least once a week, its good for her to feel connected. She's trying to get involved in Re-building Hogwarts, apparently (this is what she always says to me)

Anyway, i had better go back to bed, work tomorrow. Yippie, yet more chance for me to sit writing all day. I want to be out and about again! I almost WISH there was a crime to investigate!



Yes Cinderella, You Will Go To The Ball [11 Aug 2005|10:11pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Bloody Kingsley bloody Shacklebolt!!

I have been ordered to attend the Malfoys Ball.

I don't want to go and mingle with people, I just want to curl up with a book.

And how the hell am I supposed to walk in a ballgown?


Confused [28 Jul 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Tonk’s Journal Entry



Not even my first day on the job and I’ve messed it up already, in front of an Order member too. And I can’t even tell anyone about it because…well I just can’t.

Not that I would, even if I could. Despite what happened tonight, despite the fact that he hurt and scared me, I do trust Severus Snape. I have known him for a long time, he was my professor at Hogwarts and although he was an absolute bastard to anyone not in his house, and continued to be a bastard when I joined the Order, I can’t not trust him.

I think I saw another side to him tonight. A more human side. I guess I just never thought of him like that. As a man.

I will just have to keep my eyes open with regards to the….well the you-know-what.

I think I need to go to bed. The changing under pressure and changing back before I left the school has taken it out of me. Maybe things will look better in the morning.



Back To School!! [17 Jul 2005|11:38pm]
[ mood | excited ]

You’ll never guess what happened today!!
Kingsley called me into his office and told me that the top dogs at the Ministry wants an Auror at the Hogwarts reconstruction site and he has decided to send me, as I‘ve been going about it since I found out they were rebuilding!!
Apparentley they asked Lucius Malfoy to fund the reconstruction, then realised that no one was watching to make sure that only his money, and not the man himself or his influence was anywhere near the school.
I will be going in just as Tonks though. I have my cover story all ready. In truth I’m really looking forward to it. I hope Ron and Hermione will be around when I get there. I’ve missed them and it will be great to catch up. Sev and Remus too. It’ll be like having the Order back together again. I wonder if they’ve heard from Harry yet. I hope he manages to make his way home.

I don't have many friends here at work. They either think I'm annoying, clumsy (which admittedly I can't deny) or a teachers pet due to how high I rose in the ranks and the time I've spent with Mad-Eye and Kingsley, although they never found out about the Order.

The only downside from what I can make out is that there are a few Slytherins there as well. Oh I know I shouldn’t be prejudiced being an Auror and all that but I know more than most what Slytherins can be like, after all, mums family was full of them!!

Well, I must go and pack now, I want to go and have a look around the school this evening, before I start with the crew.


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